2009 is here!

So my new year started out well this year and I feel confident that this will be a great year for my Husband and I. In 2 months I will have to go for the dreaded op but I have my husband by my side and that is all I need. I feel life has dealt me a bad hand but this year I feel is better, I can feel it emotionally. I feel like I have evolved in a woman and that I am all grown up, sounds silly I know but that is just how my body feels. Weird!!!! I guess that I have put myself in this positive state and that I am doing everything possible to help with becoming a mommy this year that if I fail I will know that I have done everything in power to help the process and that it is God will. 2009 I have welcomed you with open arms, I am not expecting the word, Lord all I ask of you is to make me a mommy! Amen