And finally she is here!!!

Can you believe she has finally made her appearance in all her hormonal glory. Yep on my 4 year anniversary! Should I take this as a sign, that's me always looking for a sign and wondering..... but ja she is here and I am oh so happy. Menopur here I come, so I will probably starting on my birthday, which is on Friday another sign? I surely hope so!!! Anyway me and DH didn't really celebrate much today because it is Ramadaan but we did exchange a few meaningful words and just reflected on how much we have accomplished together as a couple and how much we love each other! So now it is back to those darn needles hey, sjoe what a way to make a baby! What happen to plain love making, did we forget how to make babies or are we just not doing it right anymore! So Evie dear I am back on board will be calling FS tomorrow just to confirm when to start!!!!!! Whhooooohoooooooo!!!!!!! Let's make babies!

Still waiting......

...... for AF! She was suppose to arrive on Friday, she is a no show, nothing nada. So patiently I await her arrival so I can start with stims. Went for bloods on Friday, FS called to say hormones are not completely suppressed so we need to wait for the wicked witch, if she is a no show then I will have to go back for bloods on Friday. I starting to develop a phobia for needles, can you believe it. Worked at a lab, use to volunteer to give bloods for test runs on the machine but here I am starting to develop a phobia, my experience on friday was me sitting on the chair cringing while dr searches for a vein (as usual) and anticipating that needle entering my arm and missing the vein, lucky for me he is such a good doctor he always finds a vein! So I will just get over my this! And this is where I am at his moment in my life!

Journey: IVF no. 2

So here we find ourselves again on this emotional rollercoaster. This is a really tough journey but ready for it! I am soooooo ready to become a mom and I am being sooo positive thanks to the support of wonderful friends. Thanks ladies you have become more than friends, you have become my pillar of strength. Eve my friend you are in my prayers and I am glad I am embarking this journey with you, and in the end with the Grace of the Almighty we will be blessed! So now we are waiting on the Evil witch to raise her evil head and then it's Menopur!

Almost there.....

So I find myself counting the days again, no sure which one I want to keeping track of EXAMS or IVF. Geez I always end up having these two important events at the same time!!!!! Don't really mind. May month was a successful month for my Exams, IVF unsuccessful!!!! August I am hoping to make a killing, passing two subjects and getting a BFP, hopefully with the twins. WHooooohooooo we are being very optimistic but it is exactly the medicine I need. I believe that the Almighty will bless us with our BFP BFP BFP. This month our HOLY month of RAMADAAN starts and I will be on my knees everyday of the month and will be praying for our miracle to happen, and OPM ladies you guys will definitely be in prayers as well because each and everyone of us deserves the chance to become mothers and wonderful mothers we will be. EVE my friend you are number one on my list, I pray that your IVF is successful and you finally find the joy of motherhood, both you and me together!!! So ladies here's to us.............. praying that 2009 ends fruitful for all the angels on OPM.